Fully Alive and Half Awake.

well

2008-05-26T18:23:20Z

well yesterday i hungout with Chris Andrade, Jake Almeida, Kyle Bettencourt, Aaron lobo, and christina. we were at thhhhhha park and such then christina left at like 7. Then i left around 8 or so, i don't really remember. But i came home and Chris called and asked me to go to Kyle's party because his parents weren't home. So yea we got stoned and drunk, haha motherfuckingtrashed. it was hilarious, Kyle beat the shit out of me -.- haha! :D i had much much fun, then we went to my tent and shit was hectic.

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2008-05-23T01:52:38Z

today karena came over [: and we went to my house nad set up a tent and uhhh the tent is so awesome!!!! :DDDD lmfao and i hungout with ethan tak and some other people haha.

today

2008-05-22T01:44:52Z

i did a lot of cleaning, and computer time since i havent been on in a couple days <3 :(

yesterday

2008-05-22T01:43:47Z

i took a nap and fel asleep at 5 xD but hte day before that i hungout with ethan (:

weeeeeell

2008-05-16T01:02:13Z

today i hung out with mory! and yesterday i cleaned and talked on the phone with him (: . I TOOK THE ILLEST NAP TODAY. omg i feel madd good now. hahah. and life is wonderful <33333333333

im in love with who you are

2008-05-14T21:06:07Z

well idk , i really don't but its whatever x) the whole thing that happened friday was just stupid . and now christina is trying to get with him, llllllllllllmfao. i think its hilarious, and yesterday i hungout with Mory and somegirl and he didnt talk to me at all -.- fuck it. and right now i want them shoes. :P

fuck relationships, be happy.

:D <3

2008-05-11T17:52:24Z

friday i went to the mall with Karena nad Lindsey, and some kid jason. and lindsey ran off with him. -.- its whatever., lmfao then i slept over karena's and hungout with ryan and her the next day and found goose eggs and mine broke <///3 ): eh, but like then i got home and went back out xD and hungout with Mory and Kyle. then i got home around like 10:45 :0 haha.

do you feeeeeel?

2008-05-08T22:15:38Z

theres so many things running through my mind, -.- like SO MANY THINGS. you don't even understand. Yesterday i hung out with Mory and Kyle (: That was fun haha , and i would to tell you what i did but i don't really wanna type. haha well i dont know, life's good though.

mostlyveronica @ 2008-05-06T20:13:00

2008-05-07T00:13:58Z

im already sick of this

yesterday

2008-05-05T19:12:14Z

andre asked me out<3 x)

1:59

2008-05-04T05:59:45Z

w0w so today i had opening day for softball , it was so cold. then after that i went home,
and went to my sisters game at 4 and walked with andre and kyle to andre's grandma's, and omg. he seriously makes me so happy its unbelievable.
i haven't been this happy is MONTHS. you have no idea, ive been talking to him for like HOURS , and i can't seem to get enough of him.
<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333 and we're hanging out tomorrow (:

12:51

2008-05-03T04:53:06Z

omfgg today was abseloutly WONDERFULLLLLLL,<33333333333333
i met this kid named Andre and omfgggg he's like amazing. i can't get over it. HAHAH he got his friend to ask me if i liked him, it was the cutest thing ever, i got butterflies :x im not gunna lie. And for some reason, my streak of not dating anyone, will soon end., But i have just realized 99% of men are gay , seriously. AND i gave away peter's sweatshirt to karena xD

mostlyveronica @ 2008-04-28T22:53:00

2008-04-29T02:54:43Z

today i cleaned all day, im pretty proud of myself. and idk my myspace is kinda pissing me off but its whatever, hahah i made a new friend today! his name is Nick! hahha and right now i have to go to bed soon \:

as of 1:49pm

2008-04-26T17:49:57Z

eeeeeeeh, im making changes for the better as of now. i miss justin so much </////////3

mostlyveronica @ 2008-04-23T17:42:00

2008-04-23T21:47:27Z

well today i hung out with peter and joey at my house, and thats basically it. I had fun (: haha they met my mom and Ben, hhhahahha

my dream!

2008-04-23T16:11:36Z

it was me and my sister at walmart and we had a pair of boots, like the ones i wear for shop, my slippers and two bags of things. and as soon as we stepped out i saw sean, joey, peter, justin, and someone else who i can't remember. And i really didn't want to go near them for some odd reason. So we were looking for my mom and i couldn't find her and we got wicked scared then i saw her and i started walking towards the wendy's over there but it looked different from what it actually looks like, and there were these 2 creepy people there that were like staring me and my sister down, and then we just started walking home but it was like the bike path but it had like bushes and trees at the end like a forest type thing, it was so weird and i got so scared and started shaking and then out of no where i was with Justin and not my sister, it was so weird. and at the same time i was extremely happy to be with him, like OVERWELMED, and then those two creepy people were walking towards us so we ran to the end of the path, like just straight forward. and just jumped in the tree like bushes things, and it was me and justin still and the two creepy people were like staring at us and they had a light and just got madd close to where we were and i got so scared but justin was like saying things like "its going to be alright, i wouldnt let anything happen to you" and things like that . then one of those people threw me out of the bushes and shined the light in my face and all i heard was "VERONICAAAAA!" and i was all of a sudden in a house and i was like 26? and so was justin, and i was like looking at my hands and like "what the hell just happened?" then i was like "Justin what just happened? im so scared." he's like "nothing hun nothing happened." and i guess we were married and such. and had a house and things were just like fbsdjfkhskd and i get i got abducted by aliens and it was so scarey, and i then got al ike a bunch of flashes of pictures from like the past or whatever, and then we were at walmart again?

FINALLY

2008-04-22T15:00:57Z

im sick and tired of wasting my time on something that is NEVER going to happen, and im foolish to have thought i could have actually made it work, fuckkkkkkkk im done, all done. with boys of all sorts (: so i finally realize that it was a lie, and im all good and set with it being me myself and i

sunday! and monday

2008-04-21T22:39:39Z

i went to softball practice in the morning (: and then i got a ride to petuh's ! and then i went to the zoo with a mad lot of people :D
and now its monday and i just got home x)

saturday

2008-04-21T22:19:25Z

i waited til like 2 for pavel, sean, and justin to come to my house. then we went to livesey. they skated. then me and justin went to mcdonlads and such and sean and pavel left us -.- it was ok though (: me nad justin went to galazy pizza hahaha. and played Wii at my house. :F

:3

2008-04-19T16:15:22Z

right now im watching spongebob x) hha i love my life, im really happy for somewad reason. i might hangout with ryan if he ever calls back , but i highly doubt he'll call me back. haha he barely ever does. But if justin ever gets in touch with kyle fisher then theyre gunna go to livesey (: and a new friend wanted me to go to livesey his names ian, and hes like 18 hah. oh gee but he seems nice (: so yea i have nothing to do today well right now that is.

mostlyveronica @ 2008-04-18T18:19:00

2008-04-18T22:28:03Z

today was alright i guess, uhhh i really didnt know what to wear to school but whatever, haha well today at lunch was pretty fun me and McDanger ate lunch before we walked around, then we went out side. and omg it was SO SO nice out and we just looked for ryan but he wasnt there so we just sat down and talked, it was pretty dandy if i do say myself. and i got introduced to the game bloody knuckles, the best game in the world . And now my knuckles hurt like hell. And i got my report card today, i got the highest grade in shop and all good grades from there except a 66 in biology -.- and my mom is flipping, she'll get over it by tomorrow. hah sundays coming up! :D and such

welllll

2008-04-18T02:05:05Z

today my only pair of jeans riped -.- and i got my shop t shirt. haha i raked some leaves and i was supposed to hangout with kyle fisher today. BUt i didnt have time ): and i was like fffffahk hahahah and uh tomorrow i shall eat lunch with him (; but he doesnt know yet! :D lmfao. i just love my life.

[:

2008-04-17T02:20:32Z

wellll hm i didnt get to go to my friends but i went to livesey til like 6 and i saw RYAN and christina and such, i couldnt stop talking to save my life -.- i picked so many flowers and gave em to ryan x) haha they were adorable. The at like 6 i got home and took a shower and watched Benjaminnn. then i had some oatmeal and receited the milkshake thing, and uhh im on the computer hahah.

(:

2008-04-16T19:18:02Z

at this moment im signing up for something, and im getting paid x) hahah so thats good, well im listening to that song again. Uhhh well im going over my friend's house in a little bit! :D then im coming home and calling ryan, i wish i could hangout iwth him \: but he has work ): today tomorrow and friday, FAHK

:D

2008-04-15T21:35:05Z

Well, i really don't know how things are going to go from here on. I've been overly happy lately, and i hope it stays this way for a long long time (: and im through with boys for now until i can find THE ONE as people put it hahahah, well i have my eyes set on someone. That i've liked for like 4 months now, haha one day i can call him mine.